Im NOT a big fan of KIDS, but i want to be a mom soon...please help!?

I say good luck to you, but i think maybe you should go to a local daycare centre to help out with different aged kids. Baby sit maybe. I am not gonna judge you for wanting to be a young mum some people just get there at a earlier age and hey your not 15, your a adult and seem to have thought thought the practical elements but i'd urge you to familiarize yourself with what your in for. The Bad as well as the good